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Tuesday, May 23, 2006
~These iron bars can't hold my soul in, all I need is you~
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The dreadful feelings of me not being able to succeed this year is slowly creeping futher and futher. Im repeting the mistakes done before and to top it all off, im making them worst! Im not changing for the better, im carrying on by being worst... did i make the right choice by repeting my school year? If so, all i can tell you now- i don't think so.. the "expected" thoughts of a repete student to know their subjects better doesn't seem to apply to me.. i seem to be struggling even more than ever before.. the thoughts off dropping out of school are slowly influencing me. I totally feel like giving up!
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should i have left and not suffer this outcome? But then again i might succeed and make it even better.. the only logical and obvious answer to this is to persevere but how can it happen now when im already at this state...may time pass by and hopefully something might come along and pull me out from the situation.
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Im going back to old ways.
To the dark days.


5/23/2006 09:30:00 PM


capture the present

start Here!!: Im just being me and hell if you wanna find out more u just gotta read on ;)

You call me by: JR

Got thrown on this earth on: sweet sweet 4th of September

Education forced into my head in: Bendemeer Pri, Balestier Hill Sec ;/


shit it out U








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